A lot has happened in the past few months I’d say and they have all lead me to here. right now.I was only just beginning to tune into my ambitious side, I suppose the courage to succeed diminished the more I failed. I suppose although my strength persists, my body trembles coz I let fear weakens me. I suppose there is no true way to remain optimistic after having a terrifying experience not once but twice.
god damn it, how may times must I try?
Now I’m all chuckles and euphoric but it wasn’t so funny then.It was embarrassing!
…..and then some more.
I heard a brave man say quite a lot about his life tonight. Dream the impossible dream He said but sir this is entirely different. but sir I cannot compare your situation to mine. but sir we don’t have the same mental capacity and will power.but sir you say I have the potential and I believe that …but I don’t seem to be able to use it.
well then, He continues… then you don’t need to be having this conversation with anyone else but you.
I blacked out for a sec
A lot has happened in the past few months and they have all lead me to right now. and I discoveredA lot has happened in the past few months and they have all lead me to right now. and I discovered something myself, While I usually know the truth, I don’t always acknowledge it and it drives me crazy all the time. Right now is not too late. Right now is not too late to acknowledge it.Right now every willpower I have in me is bursting out. So I’m gonna scream out the top of my lungs when night falls and then meditate
breath in; breath out
Because right now; I have all it takes to succeed. and come morning, I will.