Cold territory

I walk in, I see you.

You’re next to me but you’re far away


Can’t explain what I did

When you were close to me


In my head I can’t formulate

The riparian poles we’ve clung to


Although I don’t call you,

Of course I won’t text you.


My heart reaches out for yours

In millions of ways


Trying conversations.

Erratic personas.

Wrong timing above all


I fear of what’s yet to come

Confusion and Frustrations


But If I have to keep trying,

I will.

Even until it all explodes


Some day , we will feast

Make merry like old times


Because right here, right now

Everything feels like cold territory